So another cat of ours died today of pneumonia apparently my mom had him in our house mates room (Its his cat actually) checking up on him every 2 hours and she found him dead in his bathroom.

So mom and sister come with his corpse crying their eyes out into my room and what happens to me?.... anger i was angry about it all even though i liked the cat i didnt feel sad about it only annoyed that he died.

Later on we put his body in a box cos i said it'd be better if the housemate sees his cat and he later buryed him personally and has been drinking a bit because the cat he named it Mystique (note its male <_<) when he first got it as a kitten and would only be about a year old now but Mystique was quite often in his room jumping on our housemates shoulder.

But more to the point its 10:30PM where i live and how have i been reacting to yet another of our cats deaths? not in anyway i only got angry and not upset (Don't really know how to label that right now) not a single tear at all yet (although the housemate didnt either as far as i know) and my anger passed in about 5 minutes as per usual i was talking about this and basicly i agree with her on this i don't seem to feel any empathy to others Asperger syndrome does that. (although the sadistic thoughts of mine don't help this)

Either way i seem to be caring less about others suffering which is getting slightly terrifying, And this extreamly annoying reflex insult i have of "hope you get cancer" is over the top especially when people i like See Eddsworld [link] and my great uncle both have this illness .

Luckily for me and others if i should ever end up like that i have a distinct hatred of idiots who murder other people for no absolute reason IE serial killers or as i like to call them Piles of shit who diserve to get the old tied to 4 horses exicution .

So basicly i should'nt end up in that mode as i actually see the pointlessness of it "Oh you felt so bad about your life you had to end someone elses to make you feel better? well arnt you a special little snowflake its only one of the oldest and dickish tricks in the book here have a suger cube while we set up the oil we SHOULD boil you in".